Feeling Kinda Down

The last two days have felt like the longest two days of my life. I just need to say how much I hate bed rest right now. Okay so I always hate it but I really have hated it today. Today I have been so agitated and so done. I'm only 5 weeks in and have another 12 to go. All that I can think is "How the heck am I going to get through this!?"

I know that in the end this is all going to be worth it but I can't help but ask over and over again "Why does doing something so worthy have to be so hard?"

Hopefully tomorrow will be better and I will have more motivation to get through the day. Ethan comes home tomorrow so I KNOW tomorrow will be a better day!